Me aaj koi Manzar post karne aayi hu me ye bata ne aayi hu ke mera ye safar me yahi par khatam kar rahi hu ye safar e raigah me adhura chod rahi hu .
Me chahti hu ke me is ko mukammal karun par shayad me ab ye nahi kar paungi.
Meri family nahi chahati me likhu ya writer banu , phone use karu , is liye mene Aaj apne phone se har app delete kar diya hai ,
Me ek farmabardar beti ban rahi hu matlab ek zinda lash , me aaj ke baad apni pasand ka kuch nahi karungi, na asman dekhungi, na song sunungi, na reel dekhungi, na likhungi, or na hi traveling karungi, .
Me hakikat me ayat nahi ban sakti ayat banne ke liye bahut himmat chahiye or shayad mujh me vo himmat nahi hai , or mere liye to shahmeer bhi nahi aaye ga .
Or me chahti thi me Anas ke bare me likhu mene shahmeer ka kirdar Muhammad Anas Khan travel with Ak ko dekh kar banaya hai mujhe unke bare me sab kuch likhna tha unko kon si jagah pasand hai , konsa colour pasand hai, or bhi bahut kuch mujhe sab se zada dukh rahe ga is cheez ka apni zindagi me ke me safar e raigah ko mukammal nahi kar payi .
Mere zahen me bahut se scenes hai jo me likhna chahati hu par likh nahi sakti q ki aaj hai 26 oct or kal se me phone use nahi karun gi or mere paas itna Kam time hai ke me aage likh nahi sakti q ki abhi to safar e raigah adhi hi hui hai abhi adha likhna baki hai but koi baat nahi mujhe itni to ummeed hai ke mene abhi tak jitna likha hai vo aap logo ko pasand aaya hoga ,
Me or kya kahu mujhe samajh nahi aa raha hai q ki ek writer ke liye apna likha hua adhura chod na bahut mushkil hota hai , shayad ye aise hi hai jaise apni aulaad ko apni ankho ke samne marta hua dekhna . Ye bahut painful hota hai bahut dukh hai mujhe is cheez ka .
Me kisi ko ye nahi keh sakti ke me inki wajah se apni har pasandida cheez chod rahi hu q ki har insan apni jagah sahi hai me bhi meri family bhi or baki sab bhi shayad kuch cheeze zindagi me adhuri ki chod dena behtar hota hai shayad iske piche bhi koi achi wajah hogi .
Me aaj ke baad kisi cheez ki Khohish nahi karungi par jo meri hamesha ke Khohish thi me usko bhi nahi bhul paungi , mujhe ek kamiyab writer banna tha , mujhe Anas khan se milna tha bate karni thi unke sath coffee pini thi , or mujhe ye duniya dekhni thi , mujhe duniya ghumni thi par aaj ke baad me travel nahi karungi kahi ,
But me kya kahu me khush to nahi hu apna ye writing ka safar chod kar par fir bhi alhamdulillah. .......
Meri dua hai aap log khush raho aap sab ko aap ki zindagi me bahut khushiya mile Good bye ........ 🫀🙂🙃
